这几天都在大家面前笑...

但是，
从来不知道，
那么用力地笑， 会那么累…

没事没事， 我多么想那么说……
但我说不出口。
我真的真的无时无刻都很担心这件事。
知道很多人都担心也关心我， 谢谢。


为什么会变成这样……
为什么是我……
为什么我做这么多事情都没有人在乎……


两年来的日子， 努力了那么多， 是废的吗？
你们可以为我做的， 只有这样吗？

事情什么时候才可以解决？













已经哭了很多次……
不想再哭了。

老天爷也要帮我哦...
因为我好好累哦。

爸爸说...
出去见证真正的世界, 从中学习.
好吧...
看开一点.
听爸爸的话.



加油咯, 诗琪.

HAHAH
the world is making a fool of me.
what is this to you? u might think it's not v impt to you, but it is impt to me.
and ya, i knew there is something wrong when u guys nv give me any notice of the interview.
bad aura. i dont know. it always come.
to me.
ohwell, if it's meant to be arrange just for her 1st, i think u guys want her to be in the company 1st bahs?
am i right to say that through psychological terms?
i wanna be optimistic about it, but it's hard.
is it because i take this too seriously?

i dont think so. it's internship. it's 5 months working with people u are new to, and for your gpa and to learn as much as possible for your future experience.

it's sad and disappointing to know this. and yupps, u said u will let me know again about the interview.
ohwell, i will always want to know when's my turn for interview.
but 希望越大， 失望越大.


let's keep our fingers cross then.

There are some words which cant be said again.
how i wish i can bring these words to him.
I hope...
after this ride of the journey, i will be okay.


突然好想要那拥抱…
那从来没有过的拥抱…

i want an oppa..
oppa oppa oppa~

dream to be a dj.
its all about me


Hunks. nat ho. wuzun. Ruanjingtian. Hyunjoong. MINT ICECREAM.
MUSIC is my passion.







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