miss the piano. my 不能说的秘密~

thank you today. thank you. thank you.
have enjoyed the fun today.
:)

yoyoyo~!
HAPPY 牛 YEAR TO EVERYONE~!
just hope that everyone can be happy, and of cos healthy which is SUPER important too!
and, we must overcome the economic difficulty!
CAN DE!
my GPA, above 3.5!!
and 桃花多一点哦~!
hehehe.



MOOOOOO~ =D

怎样.
自己说话大声, 生为子女的我们就不可以好声好气地跟你说, " 可以不要喊吗?"
这叫没有礼貌的吗?
请问你喊没有错吗?
为什么子女就不可以纠正你吗?
我们欠你的啊?
是欠你一身一世都还不了, 但你就可以说你身为父母就是神仙, 没有错吗?
自己需要尊重, 要先尊重人好不好.
你的女儿不是人吗?
已经累计很多不满, 想和你讲的. 只是不想说出来, 浪费时间.
闹的全家烦恼.

现在真的很想搬出去住.

was quite stressed up and nervous for speechcom interview today.
ohwell, disappointing, FREAKING HELL results im getting.
what's that. i already try my best to try to interview someone that wont talk as much, and u are saying i speak more than the interviewee?
BECOS she dont speak more, I HAVE TO ASK HER QNS~!
hais. nvm.
went for 1003 cny reunion dinner today.
initially was quite weird, but after that have play some games, and it's fun!!
i kanna wrote a " 牛" on both sides of my face. hahahah tat was so funny.
and i have got my 1st ANGBAO of the YEAR!!
thanks laoda! :D


* hope ken can recover soon from his fever. :)

烦啊~! 烦啊~! 烦啊~!
好多东西做呀~!

hahah.
okay la. i guess everything should be okay le?
i understand about u do not like ppl to rush you for too many times.
alright, i understand that.
think should be that's all?
yeah, we are all busy ppl, busy with work. and that's why we are having misunderstanding at this kinda of circumstances?
hehehe
dont angry la!
:D

ohwell, i guess i have to clarify something.
obviously the previous entry that i had posted have made some misunderstanding btw me and eleen.
thanks for being so truthful about ur feelings.
yeah, holidays im not v free becos i have my assignments and projects to do. plus im working.
yeah, sch had started and u guys are busy, SO AM I.
and of cos, i do feel not to be right asking for a present.
it's such a shameless thing to do , and I HAD ACTUALLY DONE THAT.
ohwell, i had learnt my lesson and not asking for presents anymore.
我学会了" 不请自来" 的后果.

okay, my definition of present, is that it should be the person who want to give it WILLINGLY.
since it's a tradition of it for us to buy presents for frens, of cos i would expect it too.
and willingness is coming from the hearts, but, i dont feel it during the process of it.
that's why im feeling upset about it.

in conclusion, im just letting out my feelings here and want to let u guys know abt it.
if not, OBVIOUSLY i would make it private,wont i ?
but i didnt.
i feel that friends are there to understand you, to care about u.
and there are times that we need to give in, it's a to- and fro thing.
ohwell, we can talk this out bahs.

is getting a present from u guys so difficult?
is buying a present so difficult until i need to ask you guys to do so?
is that present really a present?
i dont know.
everyone in the clique hv their present whenever they want. what about me?
i seriously need it becos it like a necessary to a poly student.
hais.


this is what i feel la.
anyway, thanks geraldine.

i really dont know what am i suppose to do.
i seriously never think of the consequences of confessing will actually results in...
hais
there are a lot of problems contributing to this start of relationship.
regardless of my parents, my studies, ur internship, our commitment. everything..
i feels that is this the thing that i want?
i was actually shocked to know tat u wanan give it a try to our relationship, becos i dont expect that. you woukd actually want to give both of us a chance.
and when i knew it, im supposed to be happy right?
yes i am. but in the other part of my heart, something is telling me that there's sth bothering me.
i dont know what is it, but i just feel not right.
my feelings is all along right, i meant it when i say i like you. but the consequences of it, making me worry.
and ytd we had talked this out.
i know that im the one who are deciding this relationship now.
and u are letting it for me to think about it too.
really thanks for that.

and i have come to a decision to make.
i feels that we can continue to be friends. but closer friends.
becos we do need to to get close and know each other even more.
even thou we know each other for anrd 3 years already, but everytime we talk, there would be a silent moment.
i did not want to play with ur feelings becos i really didnt know what will happen to me when i tell u about my feelings. At that point of time, i only wanna express what im thinking. sorry to not think about the consequences. and i seriously do not want the relationship to affect my studies if it really start. i guess u will definitely understand that becos i had already fail it once. i do not want to repeat my mistake again.
so, i wish we are be closer friends.
but if in the point of time when we are getting closer as frens, i would not mind letting u to go if u have someone in mind.
我觉得我不应该自私. 也不希望你会等我.
ohwell, hopefully things will go on fine~


GPA GONNA BE 3.5 and above huh!!! hehehe :)

ARGGGHH~!
please let the whole class fail the lit test tml. so we can hv a retest!
i seriously give up for it! SO MANY THINGS TO STUDY! and what's going in my head?
NOTHING.
hais.
my 5% of the module GONE~
what to do.?
prepare for the worst to happen.
hahahah

dream to be a dj.
its all about me


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