i really dont know what am i suppose to do.
i seriously never think of the consequences of confessing will actually results in...
hais
there are a lot of problems contributing to this start of relationship.
regardless of my parents, my studies, ur internship, our commitment. everything..
i feels that is this the thing that i want?
i was actually shocked to know tat u wanan give it a try to our relationship, becos i dont expect that. you woukd actually want to give both of us a chance.
and when i knew it, im supposed to be happy right?
yes i am. but in the other part of my heart, something is telling me that there's sth bothering me.
i dont know what is it, but i just feel not right.
my feelings is all along right, i meant it when i say i like you. but the consequences of it, making me worry.
and ytd we had talked this out.
i know that im the one who are deciding this relationship now.
and u are letting it for me to think about it too.
really thanks for that.

and i have come to a decision to make.
i feels that we can continue to be friends. but closer friends.
becos we do need to to get close and know each other even more.
even thou we know each other for anrd 3 years already, but everytime we talk, there would be a silent moment.
i did not want to play with ur feelings becos i really didnt know what will happen to me when i tell u about my feelings. At that point of time, i only wanna express what im thinking. sorry to not think about the consequences. and i seriously do not want the relationship to affect my studies if it really start. i guess u will definitely understand that becos i had already fail it once. i do not want to repeat my mistake again.
so, i wish we are be closer friends.
but if in the point of time when we are getting closer as frens, i would not mind letting u to go if u have someone in mind.
我觉得我不应该自私. 也不希望你会等我.
ohwell, hopefully things will go on fine~


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